Fill me Up

Too little time and too much
To do as life runs out of control
Not waiting for me to catch up
At the darkest of hour as I stumble
The purple pills come in handy to
Keep me on my feet when slowing
Down isn’t an option and hours
Aren’t enough to find closures
And as I hear the distant bells of
Peace and happiness the world
Still spins as a bored whirlwind
That wants to tear the city down
I reach for the pink pills and it
Looks like I will survive to see
The stars another day of my
Granted life tied up with drugs
And the colors of pinks and blues
Running through my veins loudly
As if mocking how I live and yet
Not, for after all if not for the little
Secrets I swallow and plaster a
smile each day, I will not know
Darkness from light and life from
Hell that I choke by cheating on
The storms that try to rise within

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24 thoughts on “Fill me Up

  1. Ah, the peace of happy colored things can be a good thing in trying times but hope the need for them goes away soon. Please accept this Huge BCH and well wishes as a multiplier. Take good care of you 🙂 -Dan

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    1. Hahah some days I wonder if I didn’t have them streaming in me, would I survive a day lol. I need to work on my life in many ways but ah whenever there is time
      *much love * Hugs* ❤
      B

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      1. Great! I hope your week holds up peaceful as well. 🙂 Things are settling down here to normal so my grin and bear it has changed to just grin. 🙂 Be Well and Happy!

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